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To the people who saw my last post it's been an emotionally draining year but mostly this weekend was tough. Went to work on Saturday with some thoughts in my head. Got through the night came home and didn't want to leave my bed. I'm feeling a little better but I have a dinner scheduled with the CEO of my company tonight and I have to put on my happy face that takes oh so much energy. It will be okay. I will be fine.
Be kind imgur. We need more kindness. The world right now hasn't been so nice and I miss it. You never know what someone else is going through.
Here is a peaceful picture because my dog died this year too so no pet tax.
TheMightyMoto
We def need more kindness.
TheSomethingSomethingGenericReplyGuy
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Thank you for this
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I had my husband remind me the talking points I wanted to mention during the dinner before I left. It calmed me down a bit. I got through
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And the dinner went well. I'm glad I didn't cancel it. It ended up being very productive.
TFGZero
I wish you luck with the dinner. I know how rough it is to put on a smile, but sometimes doing the difficult thing makes the brain happy.
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Thank you. I just want to stay in bed and play puzzle games on my phone like I did yesterday.
TFGZero
Sounds like a great self-care day. Maybe after the dinner you can treat yourself for getting through.
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I try to practice self care as much as possible.. it's actually my industry. I took a hot shower and drank fennel tea and went back to bed
thenightsbotch
I just read your last post @op. Grief is complicated and shitty and painful. Well done for taking a mental health day.
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Thank you. ?