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As horrible as it is, when I get really suicidal I dont care if I hurt the people I leave. I just want to escape. But I worry no one will take good care of my dog if I wasnt around. And shibas bind really close to their owners so I know it would be hard on him. He really is my super hero sometimes. Pets are really good for people who struggle with mental health issues.
thrain5
Yeah. It sometimes sux that we can't maintain that need to live without an external source. Stay strong. You have an awesome pup.
InspectorGadgett
He is the goodest boy.
god0fmars
DJBBT
I'm feeling like this. I have no dog.
ThoughtfulTortuga
Dude send me a message.
Katastrophicc
I messaged you if you want to talk
JMezzle
@OP how close have you actually come to killing yourself?
Katastrophicc
I’ve been in the ICU after an attempt
Katastrophicc
Not that it relevant
Katastrophicc
Gotten much better over the years. Still a process
JMezzle
Yeah sorry for the personal question. Just made me think about my past. Hope you continue to improve buddy
Katastrophicc
Ive been struggling with these sort of things for about 13 years
Katastrophicc
feel free to ask personal questions! depending on how much you idealize suicide, i feel it can be just as impacting as attempting.
Katastrophicc
Message me if you need someone to talk to