My little magic baby

Sep 19, 2015 9:20 AM

FP edit: Thanks for all the kind words it really does make me smile.

if this post reminds you of someone you love, give them an extra hug today. remember to be patient, and understand they dont want to be this way either.

2022 UPDATE:

I have come a long, long way since this post. I am currently finding all the stuff on have written on this site about my recovery and collecting it in a favorites folder called "My Life in Memes". I will update this when it's completed with a link.

Good for you. I am a former submariner, have mostly dealt with my shit, right now I have my newborn son in arms, and am right here with you.

11 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

I really wish this worked for my children's father. Our kids just stressed him out more

11 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

YOU FUCKING GO OP

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

I hope you own a dog or two. You can do this. - Shia Lebouf

11 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 1

the more I hear about veterans, the more I am convinced that reintegration is harder than fighting.

11 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

Daughters, man. I tell ya. Mine made me realize I had to get sober. Just by being born. Held her and I knew. Nine years and counting.

11 years ago | Likes 65 Dislikes 1

you are the best kind of person. stay awesome.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

We are with you brother.

11 years ago | Likes 80 Dislikes 4

the skeptic in me wants to believe this is fake, but I'd rather support a hundred fakes than deny one brother in arms the support they need

11 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 1

We gotchu, battle.

11 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

As a mom and an Army vet, this made me cry and so proud. There is no shame in getting help OP, its a slow recovery but worth every step!

11 years ago | Likes 14 Dislikes 0

I recently had the same epiphany. I'm active duty Air Force. I called mental health. Good luck! Do it for yourself, AND your daughter!

11 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

You make sure that you are around to walk that little girl down the aisle and have that dance with her one day. You can do it.

11 years ago | Likes 11 Dislikes 0

I'm sure this'll get lost in the comments, but I work with vets dealing with PTSD. If you ever need a friend who understands message me op:)

11 years ago | Likes 26 Dislikes 1

you sound like a butthead

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 7

Thanks?

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

This accidentally posted twice. The first one said it failed. Oh well haha

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

You should PM op. It's hard to read through all the comments and I think you could be really beneficial to him :) just a thought

11 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

I'm going to :)

11 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Mind if I ask you how you got involved in that line of work? It's something that I'm very interested in doing.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Pm me. We can talk about it all:)

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

This is amazing. You sound like a wonderful father and I'm so glad you're taking care of yourself, for her and for yourself.

11 years ago | Likes 262 Dislikes 6

Omg, and I love his edit! Hugs for everyone

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Or mother, unless I'm an idiot who missed the point where it was specified

11 years ago | Likes 37 Dislikes 0

Valid! Silly gender norms showing through. Thanks for pointing that out :)

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Dunno why, but I thought OP was a woman too... I even double checked and didn't see them specify their gender in their post... >_>

11 years ago | Likes 11 Dislikes 0

The mention of a combat situation leads me to believe most likely male. Either way, sentiment is appreciated

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

AWWW YOU CAN DO THIS

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

You have no idea how comforting that is! My dad is a vet and I see his struggle.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

I stand and salute you sir.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

You're going to get better. You're going to be great.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Good for you, OP. Get the help you need, and your daughter will benefit from that more than anything else.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

That's the wrong wolf :/

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

I did EMDR to treat PTSD (not combat related) for a year. I am better! Find a therapist that you trust. You can do this.

11 years ago | Likes 95 Dislikes 2

EMDR is great for PTSD

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

This. I had my house broken into and I was having panic attacks and was physically sick for a week and after one session I felt 70% better

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

EMDR is the first treatment that has helped me process a considerable amount of grief. Cognitive behavioral approaches never worked for me.

11 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

What's EMDR?

11 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

It is a talk-based therapy technique that helps you process bad memories. The therapist helps you find a target memory that underlies 1/2

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

What is EMDR? Would it help someone with depression?

11 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

It could. It does depend on what you are dealing with but I do encourage speaking to a therapist who does EMDR.

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Thanks.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

From my experience (there is different kinds) I put on headphones and you listen to a beeping noise go from one headphone to the other 1/?

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

while you go through each emotion you are feeling and kind of work it out so mentally you realize you aren't in danger any more or at 2/3

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

least thats what i had to do like i said that's just my experience it might work with depression I'd ask a therapist if you have one 3/3

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Thank you!

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Shit yeah. Be mad at them feelings, get em gone!

11 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

Do you even live in the U.S.? It's an honor to be a soldier, to protect our country. Our vets are so badass that they'll go thru PTSD FOR US

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Many blessings to you and yours. I hope you find peace

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

*casual salute* Haven't been in long, but all the best to you.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

anytime it gets rough, and it will, remember its not for you. its for her.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

I am veteran with PTSD, I have a buddy who talks about it but doesn't get help. Any advice? I just let him know about my experience.

11 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

Can only help people that will accept it. It sucks but that is how it is.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Encourage him to cal the Veterans Crisis Line (1-800-273-8255, press 1 for Veterans). They can make sure he gets the help he needs.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

They are available 24/7 and have a lot of resources that can help, including getting connected to services at his local VA.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

You should check out the PTSD treatment center in Cincinnati. It's through the VA. Supposedly we're the best around.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

I go to the VA Hospital here in Florida, they are great.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

You've got the best motivation available OP. I hope you stay on track, mate.

11 years ago | Likes 25 Dislikes 1

Yes you will, OP, yes you will. You can always check online for support groups, if the VA takes too long.

11 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

Have ptsd myself. Time will heal brother. Find a group/buddy and talk.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

first off, awesome use of memes, secondly, thanks for serving, you have brothers and sisters all over the place willing to help, plus civis.

11 years ago | Likes 522 Dislikes 23

The va is an excellent resource. Join a marine league or equivalent for added support/networking.

11 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Awesome use until the last one. He should have used Courage Wolf. Insanity Wolf would have torn the daughter in half or something.

11 years ago | Likes 48 Dislikes 2

Sigh... courage... wolf?

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Never seen a comment say what i wanted to say, but better before now.

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Actually... Ah, fuck it, good job, mate!

11 years ago | Likes 51 Dislikes 0

Yeah. Well, you see... Yeah... Nevermind.

11 years ago | Likes 19 Dislikes 0

HE USED THE MEMES INCORRECTLY, THERE, I SAID IT

11 years ago | Likes 16 Dislikes 0

From one Veteran to another: you can do this. Just follow through with your treatment. Hooah?

11 years ago | Likes 1068 Dislikes 8

Hooah

11 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

Good luck, man. I grew up in a house like yours. Spent my weekends at the Vet Center. Just understand that it takes years to get better.

11 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

In France it's aaah hoo!

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

Hooyah from an Air Force vet

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Hooah from Virginia keep it up brother

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I didn't even know I had PTSD until I talked about the sleepless nights and when I did sleep all the nightmares I had.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Yup. I just wrote it off as something that didn't affect me, and assumed I was just fucked up naturally.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Hooah. Thank you for your service, brother.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Yut!

11 years ago | Likes 13 Dislikes 1

No. Don't say hooah. That's been turned into an excuse when you have nothing better to say.

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 8

I'll do better to be more eloquent 140 characters or less next time.

11 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

Not trying to be disrespectful. I'm just a military son and know how most soldiers think. No harm intended.

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 2

Hooah!

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Hooah.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Hooah.

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

fellow veteran! do it for her <3

11 years ago | Likes 45 Dislikes 1

Did you just ask hooah?

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 3

Hooah can mean anything except 'no.' Hooah?

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Hooah

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

It was a combination of a demonstration of solidarity and a question about whether he was in the Army or another branch of the military.

11 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

In that context it was a challenge to not back down.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

It had nothing to do with which branch he was in but s'all good

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Hoo-ah = Army. Hoo-yah = Navy. Hoo-rah (Usually written "Ohhrah") = Marines. Source: I'm a Marine.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Accurate and I'm aware. I'm just saying that he wasn't asking about his branch. He was asking for acknowledgement.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Hoo-ah=air force security forces as well.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

For anyone unsure of where to start Vet hotline number: Call, chat, or text now. Call (800) 273-8255

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

remember the 22nd is Buddy Check day.

11 years ago | Likes 131 Dislikes 1

Buddy check day?

11 years ago | Likes 40 Dislikes 1

It's for people to call Veterans to check on them, make sure they're okay. Let them know that they aren't alone. It's for suicide awareness.

11 years ago | Likes 63 Dislikes 1

How can I get involved? Or is it just for people you know?

11 years ago | Likes 33 Dislikes 0

Your local VA should be able to help you with that. Often there are veterans who haven't any family, and some are even in nursing homes. 1/2

11 years ago | Likes 27 Dislikes 0

Why do Americans glorify becoming a soldier although many of them have to deal with PTSD and similar problems afterwards?Isn't that cynical?

11 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 41

It's political pressure. The only people who don't feel it are soldiers. You literally have to be in a combat zone to be absolved of it.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 4

Beacuse they sacrifice everything, even their mental healt for them?

11 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

Because here in America we are proud in serving our country.

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

A country glorifies it's soldiers BECAUSE of the problems they deal with.

11 years ago | Likes 33 Dislikes 1

But their problems occur while fighting and invading other countries not while defending the USA. Don't you see the difference?

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 12

this is another example of someone taking the person out of the soldier. do not confuse the soldier for the government.

11 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

1) "taking the person out of the soldier"? You mean for soldiers there's no difference WHERE they actually fight? That sounds like soldiers

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 7

2) were not responsible at all about the political background of the war. I'm not attacking you or other soldiers, for me as a German it's

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 7

3) just very hard to understand glorifying the military unconditionaly like you guys do.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 8

I would understand this if the soldiers HAVE TO defend their homeland but it's their choice to fight thousand miles abroud. I can't get it.

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 19

They CHOOSE to protect the rest of us. They don't have to. It's their personal sacrifice that we appreciate.

11 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 1

The last time USA where under attack was ... Pearl Habour?

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 3

No! They THINK they protect the rest of their country. Be rational and think about the REAL resons for Iraq(no WMD) or Afghanistan.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 5

Isn't it a bigger deal *because* they chose to do it? Those brave few and stuff?

11 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 1