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Its not my story.
Jul 11, 2017 1:55 PM
MisterDicksir
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Its not my story.
BostonSmitty
If anyone needs to talk - hit me up!
PrincessDaystar
I wouldnt be around if i didnt have two friends who pestered me about relentlessly. One is gone now, and i miss incredibly. The other (1/2)
PrincessDaystar
And i talk so often that hes become part of my extended family, and he keeps me focused on what i need to be focused on. 2/2
Odinredusk
I think you're missing the point. His commentary was directed at the black community. He wasn't trying to make it a race thing.
ZauzzieTheBeast
If you are depressed or having trouble working though some things and need someone to talk to please msg me 1/2
ZauzzieTheBeast
I may not be able to help you physically but I am a good listener. You are not alone, many including myself have been in your spot 2/3
ZauzzieTheBeast
It isn't always easy but the moments you over come this and share who you are deserve to be with those you love make it all worth it.
Cspott
I feel your hauntedness.I was the last person to talk to a student before he took his life. I too wonder if I missed the magic combination.
GoodEveningThisIsWhatAButtDoesPBBPPBBTT
Thinking that taking your own life would make it easier for others isn't selfish, but it is ignorant. It does the exact opposite for them.
ThomasW687
No need to mention race
MisterDicksir
Yes!
Lantis02
How'd this become a thing about race?
MisterDicksir
Yeah idk weird...
ATypicalImgurName
Pretty much in the same boat as Owen, except I've not tried to end it, but I got noone to talk to, cause honestly, who really cares?
ATypicalImgurName
And those who do really care I don't want to bother with it cause they got enough on them.
MisterDicksir
Jezus men i feel the same
PervertedWizard
MisterDicksir
:(
heyh0
After reading a post like that I can't flick to the next joke post
MisterDicksir
Ooh :( sorry
heyh0
This stuff needs to be out there. Thank you for posting.
MisterDicksir
No...
deathawaitsyouallwithbigpointyteeth
I found no matter how loving people are depression will seem to twist it to be negative. I've been in that situation.
handbanana13
RIP
DakotaWolf
MisterDicksir
Kjayxo
If I wasn't afraid of death I'd be gone, nobody ever takes me seriously.
AelfricTheOrdinary
Words only go so far, but I hope your fear of death comes to be replaced with a love for life. My best wishes are with you!
A1ekazam
God I wish I had family like this... My family doesn't even acknowledge my depression.
kibbypie
Just because they're family doesn't mean they can give you what you need. Someone out there can, friends, therapist, whoever.
MisterDicksir
Same same
Radiorifle
Babushka doggo is here for you
A1ekazam
Thanks doggo
RaxianTheta
sorry man.
MrXandHisNewHat
Just the black men. The rest of them can blow their brains out.
MisterDicksir
Racist
ToastMasterLex
Every time I've considered suicide it's been because I feel like I burden/annoy everyone in my life. I'm sorry anyone feels this way. Ever.
MisterDicksir
Same
Placentaur
Anyone with depression is fighting a life or death fight. I, female, white, 19, have been since I lost my mother. No one deserves this.
MisterDicksir
I fight it on my Own nobody is supporting me
apolloin
The hardest part is that you have to win that fight every day. You only get to lose once.
Coolbacca
It's important to check on others but always remember to check yourself...
MisterDicksir
I have depression so yeah fuck my life
Coolbacca
Just make sure you don't wreck yourself.
MisterDicksir
Eh my life is fucked so yeah i am gone soon
Coolbacca
Pretty damn selfish my man, if I was your bro I would be kicking your ass (or threatening to) right now for pulling that!
MisterDicksir
Its not my fucking story?!
kibbypie
Please don't live with the guilt. You do everything you can, but it's a disease, and one that eats at your happiness. All you can do is help
MisterDicksir
Yeah true
kibbypie
And make sure you get help too. Talk to someone, not just us, and be there for your family.
MisterDicksir
They dont care they dont support me
kibbypie
Oh ffs. Then get help from your friends and the people who care about you. Don't go through it alone.
MisterDicksir
I fight it a year alone i tried yesterday suicide iknow it's stupid
SleeperXib
I too, feel like my depression is a burden to people around me.
kibbypie
Your death would be a much bigger one.
SleeperXib
Some days, that's the thought that keeps me going.
kibbypie
If you know that your death would hurt someone, it means you are cared about.
SleeperXib
Objectively, I know that. and that I'm better off than a lot of people my age. And that It's a wholly irrational way to feel
SleeperXib
But that's the thing about it. It's a psychological thing that works independently of the rational mind
MisterDicksir
I have depression thats why i posted it
badgersnuffles
I convinced my friend so see a therapist amd get medication for her depression. I thought she'd be okay. She killed herself in April.
Radiorifle
Feel better puppers for you![]()
BobDresden
I'm sorry for your loss.
DelicateMenstrualQueef
Depression is a hell of an illness, and I'm so sorry you lost your friend to it.
kibbypie
You did the right thing. It's all you can do. It's not your fault.
Traja01
I'm sorry. As someone who struggled with depression, I can tell you, your concern meant a lot to her.
nefariousbig
Each person lives their story, the best we can do is be there to read it and try to understand.
Sfinski
Or stop them if the story is fucked up.
BunnyliciousBubblegum
This really hits home. When I was depressed I used to think my mom would be upset if I was gone, but she'd get over it and then her life
BunnyliciousBubblegum
Would be much easier in the long haul. I was really lucky that I had someone to pull me out of that, but not enough people do.
musicmarshmellow
Please call NSPH if you're ever thinking about suicide
MisterDicksir
:(
DoesTheUsernameGoHere
wearyshadow
... dies inside
MisterDicksir
Already dead inside
MisterDicksir
:(
CycloneSP
to those that don't know the significance of that scene, the 'rain' he is talking about isn't just the tears falling. the ongoing 'joke' of
GhostofDogWhoHauntsthePrecinct
Which show is this?
ConcealedCaptain
Full Metal Alchemist, i dont know if its brotherhood or the original.
CycloneSP
I think it's brotherhood. this post has come up many times before on imgur, and comments usually claim it to be brotherhood.
CycloneSP
the series is that Roy is useless and helpless in the rain. So when he says this, he's saying that there is nothing he can do to help.
TheZacAttack
And here i was convinced that i was the only person to have ever made that connection.
solarshado
Holy crap, I never picked up on that bit...
randyMagnum357
Maybe he should have asked him to come hang out?
Coolbacca
Shit like this is why I keep coming back to this site
randyMagnum357
drickanderson
dude ...
MisterDicksir
What
Silverpython10
randyMagnum357
dolphindreamsandsatan
holy shit... +1
WTFUnicorns
Dude.... no.
ClubPenguinFreeMembership
randyMagnum357
I am what I eat.
swisscheesycheese
holy shit
MisterDicksir
Yeah :(
MrDeadsr
The pills kinda help me. Taking shitty anti depressants for a year now. The thing that mostly keeps me going is the dog and short term goals
sandwichmunchies
my cat. im on meds, but i never know if they're working, depression is still there.
netizenses
God, there's so much to be said for short term goals, little things to look forward to. Keeps me going, provides a distraction.
DostoevskyDisciple
I feel like (recently) as time goes on my depression is just growing heavier and heavier... and the worst part is that I think im getting
DostoevskyDisciple
used to it.
TheiSuck5
Used them as a crutch for a few months. Changed my diet, painfully forced myself into better habits and began exercising. The withdraw still
TheiSuck5
was a bitch, 2 weeks+ of starting back at square one. But those positive habits grew strong with me, and I promised myself to never go back.
Radiorifle
Puppers are the best
LavaAxe
Gave myself a long term goal too, I have a chance to live to see humans step on Mars so I wanna be there to see it.
LavaAxe
*here. I doubt I'm going to Mars.
Cadifohuli
What for?
Crabsforeveryone
Please, all of you in this thread, if you can, find a way to get your meds adjusted for you. Clinic, Dr., whatever, and try to get to a pro
Crabsforeveryone
to talk to. Someone who can give you tools to deal. I finally got my mix right and it really helped.
TheLetterKay
I got a cat for my depression. Gave me a reason to get out of bed. A reason to stick around. None of my family would take her if I died.
TheLetterKay
I used the cat as a reason not to stay out and avoid coming home. I found work so that I could feed her. It might seem stupid to some.
Cravanicus
Hey, whatever works.
KHepner
Its been a few years for me since I started, it was the best decision I ever made for myself. If you need any advice or kind words lmk
HalloweenAintTillManana
How about the fact there is no afterlife and this is the only chance you get at existence. That should put some pep in your step.
Cadifohuli
Found the cunt/atheist
HalloweenAintTillManana
Nah, just a new way to look at it.
BaconOnARock
A lot of people (including me) feel nothing is better than a bad something.
ToastedVanilla
I don't think this really works on suicidal people. They're already depressed and at some point they just don't care, I guess :/
PublicRelations
Dogs help tons
foiltoiler
Ive found having something to look forward to helps, even if its small, also reading stoic philosophy helped tremendously
pigwitz
Yes. Rilke
TopCommenter
I know for a fact that a therapy pet would help me a lot more than the pills but the apartment I'm in is too small. :(
Leeloothedog
I hate the pills they made things worse smoking a little bit of pot seems to help
Traja01
Just keep going. I went through a rough 4-5 year period. It's over now.
bicthief
How do you get yourself to get out of the house and actually try! I have worst aniexty when i go out. Always feel like people are looking...
Traja01
Practice. I took a job waiting, moved to a new city, and later went to law school. Lots of practice. I think the trick is not to try and...
Traja01
...tell yourself that people aren't looking, but to not worry if they are. Self-esteem and confidence are probably the two biggest things...
Traja01
If you don't have those, fake it till you make it. Actions become habit, habit become character, character becomes blah blah you get it.
bicthief
At me because of the way i look. God i fucken hate this feeling
kibbypie
Does it really matter if they are looking at you? Or judging you? They don't know you, you don't know them, their opinion doesn't have to 1/
kibbypie
Matter. But I know anxiety isn't logical. It's something you have to work on constantly, and it's draining.
bicthief
Its just the fear of being judged by way i look. I got bullied in highschool cause of it, tried to hide myself all through school as well.
bicthief
Im just so tired
MisterDicksir
Same but yeah i Am scared of dockters thats fucked up so i trye it on my Own
lolasanchez007
Pills have helped me immensely, would highly recommend, even short term.
MisterDicksir
Nonono i dont wanne do pills
lolasanchez007
Fair enough. Like others have said, therapy is also great. :)
MisterDicksir
Scared haha
triflersNeedNot
If your eyes were fucked up you'd get glasses. If your leg was broken you'd get a cast. If you couldn't breathe you'd use an inhaler.
triflersNeedNot
So if your brain is fucked up go get yourself some medication to fix it. You can't think your way out of broken brain chemicals.
kekkeruus
Not all chemicals are good tho, i got some depression and shit and ate some pills that took all the emotions away.
kekkeruus
That wasnt life, more like a working zombie. And i got fat since i was always hungry. Been couple of months clean now. But we all different
triflersNeedNot
Did you talk to your doctor about it? Or did you just miss your manic episodes, think "This is boring" and quit?
Ronelyn
*hugs* Find a therapist if you can. I suggest someone who does Cognitive Behavior Therapy. Gives you tools for coping.
Ronelyn
A therapist's professional job is NOT to judge you, but to be your advocate and help you think this shit through.
Ronelyn
Oh, and keep fighting! Depression's a little lying shit, and every day you go without doing what it wants is a little victory. They build up
MisterDicksir
Scared to so yeah rip my life
Ronelyn
I can understand being scared. What frightens you about it, if I can ask?
MisterDicksir
I think they hurting me alot
jdubbs73
i've been fighting with myself on weather or not to see a therapist. i have this weird idea that i have nothing to be depressed about and it
jdubbs73
stops me from going
Ronelyn
Dude, depression is LITERALLY 'when you're depressed but have no reason to be.' :) *hugs* Don't let the little lying fuck run your life.
PoppinLochNessHopster
If only the pills were free
elinveronicap
been taking less shitty antidepressants for a year, can't miss one bc withdrawal is a bitch, but they help. dogs keep me alive tho.
WTFUnicorns
Finding the right antidepressant (or combo) at the right dose is hard. I had to change one I was doing well on for one I hate (thx insurance
WTFUnicorns
When it works, it makes living a lot easier. I don't fall into the dark pit anymore. I don't have to fight my brain as much.
MistressLyda
You might know of it already, but goodrx.com might be useful?
WTFUnicorns
I don't know of it. I'll check it out. Thanks!
MistressLyda
Cool! I hope you found a decent deal :)
aCoolBreezeOnAHotSummerDay
I'm not sure I believe its not a selfish act. I think partly they just fail to see (or ignore) what the grief will do to their loved ones.
CrazyMrowLady
I have tried to commit suicide several times. I honestly, genuinely believed that my loved ones would be better off without me.
aCoolBreezeOnAHotSummerDay
But you understand now that that is 100% wrong thinking right? It leaves loved ones in horrible depression probably a majority of the time.
aCoolBreezeOnAHotSummerDay
And I hope that you've addressed this and don't ever try it again. Never give up.
CrazyMrowLady
It's not that easy. That kind of thinking doesn't just go away, it festers.
aCoolBreezeOnAHotSummerDay
I completely understand that. Its very tough. In the end though, nearly all those who "jump" feel instant regret as they're falling....
aCoolBreezeOnAHotSummerDay
...There are no easy or quick solutions but I hope all those who think this also consider the regret they too would feel if they acted.