The pain I hide, but is still haunts me

Nov 6, 2022 8:52 PM

I created a special account for this confession, because I am ashamed.
I am a woman.

Our society is the worst. You are not. Your fat does not define you. We are all creepy flesh monsters filled with goo and stuff. Sending luv

3 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 1

start watching videos on youtube about it. doctors I recommend are dr fung, dr berg, dr chatterjee . processed food is addictive on purpose.

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<3

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If that's the worst thing about you, you're doing great.

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The pod cast maintenance phase has really helped me see weight lose I'm a new light. I highly recommend it.

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3 years ago (deleted Nov 6, 2022 9:22 PM) | Likes 0 Dislikes 0

Sorry about that, I am not a native speaker in English.

3 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 2

Progress is a lot harder for some than other. Do one tiny change at a time. Drink a glass of water every day for a week. Then two. Then...

3 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Instead of taking things you enjoy away, try adding good things. I struggled, but now I eat chicken breast & broccoli every day.

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You get treated like shit for being overweight and it sucks. It's a lot of work and hard to change if you have other needs not being met

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Like working too much or not having health insurance. I have found slight success (still need a lot of work) by making small changes

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But beating yourself up will not bring results, it will just continue the cycle.

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Do meth.

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Just have a really really strict dental regimen.

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Being overweight is not a personal failing. Very few diets actually allow people to keep any weight they lose off.

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I have been morbidly obese pretty much my entire life. I’ve lost and regained, basically The Backstreet Boys over the course of my life.

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Happiness comes from you finding the joys in how you choose to live your life. Don’t let others tell you what is right, or how to live.

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Be yourself. Be the glorious expression of everything that makes you the special person that you are.

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Motivation to help yourself can be extremely difficult, but it doesn't mean you are a failure. Sending hugs.

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Start having 4-6 hours of sweaty sex every day. Be on top to burn more calories!

3 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

Sounds good, but I dont have sex life :))

3 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I'm getting fat around the middle. I was diligently exercising for over a year then last 4 months just kinda gave up.....

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I'm on holiday this week but promised myself I'm gonna eat better and do more starting in 7 days. Wanna join me in trying??

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Don't be ashamed. Find out why you're punishing yourself . Get some counseling. Good luck.

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Well.. I have a very difficult relationship with my father (meaning he doesnt speak to me anymore) and he was alway very focused on 1/

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My mum was much more affectionate. But she commited suicide ten years ago :(

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.performance. He expressed love to me, when I achieved something. Now he thinks I am the main disappointment of his life (he told me that)2/

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..I guess it has a connection with me feeling I dont deserve love, if I dont bring high performance. And sadly, I dont bring it now at all.

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Your father is the disappointment. You should tell him that. He doesn't deserve you

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Beside anxiety and depression diagnosis, I have multiple sclerosis and I am tired most of the time. People usually think I am just lazy.

3 years ago | Likes 27 Dislikes 1

Hey, you can give yourself permission to be you. MS is a cunt, not you.

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Calories in vs calories out. Count your calories that you consume and maybe get a fitness monitor band to track calories burned. Don't >

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>bother cutting back right away. Just monitor for a week or two to see where you are on average. Break it down into smaller, more manageable

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>tasks. If you do this and don't see any results after a month of cutting down, it's probably time to bring it up with a doctor.

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Don't let other people take your power. Fuck to them! Tell you brain you're beautiful, worthy and awesome everyone you doubt it ❤️

3 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

... I meant fuck them, not fuck to them ?

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That's some real circular logic. You've just decided that losing weight isn't a worthy goal because you're a shit person or don't deserve>

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>things you want because you're a shit person. Well I'm a shit person too so I might as well do what I want. You're probably not a >

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>shit person, but that's up to you. Just do what you want and enjoy the benefits. I bet you would have a better opinion of yourself.

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If your darkest moment is you think your fat, you're probably fucking KILLING IT. Think of how insignificant of a real problem...

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That is. I know it can be unhealthy and morbid obesity is not good but you do not need to give up hope because you're depressed or overweigh

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It is just a hurtle that you have yet to figure put how to get over. It isn't a race and you don't need to prove anything to anyone.

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And I have seen so many people change and lose tons of weight despite the odds. Don't sell yourself short by thinking permanently

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Public perception lags behind science, but for the most part obese individuals are going to find it very difficult to stop being obese. It's

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not really a personal failure, and we keep finding new ways people can be biologically disposed to becoming obese, let alone social factors.

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Like part of why obesity is so common in the US is because society is set up to create fat people via excess sugar and sedentary lifestyles.

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Idk if it was "set up" that way so much as it was created to go along eith the non stop fast pace work environment

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Def set up to weaken the working class physically and mentally. I have no doubt that was a desired effect of our current infrastructure

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Our current infrastructure was fueled by profit. That is it.

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I believe what they are saying is that it IS set up that way, not that it was set up with the intent of producing obesity.

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Correct. I am not suggesting this was a desired outcome, only that the environment we exist in makes it much more likely.

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