Love what you love

Older cat couldn't walk this morning. She is getting put down now... I couldn't bring myself to be in the room. I've done it too many times already.

My dog and younger cat know something is wrong. I'm worried about my young cat, she loved old kali, she was her big sister.

Not sure what to do atm, decided to start drinking. A decision I'll regret, but fuck...

Edit: I would love some noodle cat in the comments. :)