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I fell in love with your fist.
I loved how you would beat your demons into submission nightly.
I adored how your anger fueled you.
I was enthralled by your passion to make life your bitch and get your way; no matter the cost.
I was completely enraptured by the fire in your eyes, your enthusiasm for violence.
I thought you would be my knight.
I thought you would protect me from all who had harmed me before.
I thought for a blissful moment that I was safe to take my armor off and relax.
But when my armor came off, and I showed you who I truly am...
...You saw too much of yourself in me.
I became a demon to you.
I told you the things you didn't want to hear.
I complimented you.
I never lied to you.
I was honest with you.
I loved you.
And you returned my kisses with ten fingers around my throat.
You thought you could silence me, like you did to them....
But I'm not your demons.
I'm not you.
I'll never be afraid the way that you are.
I won't run when things get difficult like you do.
I won't bury myself in another person in an attempts to fix myself.
.... I am not your demons.
.... I was never your problems....
.... And now I'm free.
SuperJesusBBQ
Tittieandkitties
My ex says that I was mentally abusive, I don't think I was but I am starting to believe it. I don't want to be that kind of person. :(