Miss my Cat..

4 years ago I had to give the love of my life, my cat Jax to a co-worker as I was moving to another state and in the meantime couldn't keep him at the place I was moving to. I had Jax and his sister Stella. They went to what I thought was a loving home but last year I found out that after my coworker separated from his wife, he lied to me about the cats. He said he gave Stella to his wife and he gave Jax to the neighbor. I ran into her when I moved back and found out that WAS not the case. They did separate but she didn't take either of them. She told me he most likely threw them out on the streets.

I still lay in bed and almost cry about what my babies are doing and if they are doing ok. I feel horrible as I let down my best bud and his sister.
It's almost 2 am now and I'm missing cuddling with Jax so much.