Let a few pictures I made speak.

You know? I was thinking about telling to everyone how my life was difficult right now (and for many other, too, let's not state the obvios). It's hard to explain, but one word could be enough. "Loneliness". Lost my parents at the beginning , I lost the roots which keep you up during windy days. I've an instagram page which I do not pay attention too much lately, but I think my barely decent pics just explain in a better way how I currently feel. This one is from the small town where I live, central Italy, one of the most struck region from corona virus.

Yes, I was used to be left alone very often There results are here. XD. LONG STORY SHORT: my dad died, I'm in a mental mess, alone and I like DSBM (Metal genre, read carefully xD). All daily chores, work, trying to keep a decent live, bills, bank. The futility you feel on doing that without any support, without dad, mum a GF is unbearable. "Learn to stay alone my ASS".

A dead tree. Yes, I love darknes, dark art, music metal in every aspect. MOTD: Harakiri for the Sky. I used to play a bit of electric guitar (no time for that anymore, sadly).

Dead people. You couldn't look around and not think about that. I always advised people to avoid overloading themselves with too much news about covid. Be aware of what it's happening around you, but not at the point of live your life in fear. I sadly didn't had the chance to make a tombstone inscription for my dad.

I love nature, I would love to find a bit of time to go hiking; my work is really stressful, I lack organization skills, but I have decent work skill. All in all, can't complain, but the stress is killing me.

If I correctly remember, a pics from the latest sea visit I made. Years after years I didn't make a proper vacation. I need a decent trip for once, after 20 years of suffering. God if I miss swimming in clear waters.

The slightly modified works of my dad. Yes, that's me in this creepy pic. Yes, these are the kind of pics I have of me as a kid, you know, as "family photos". I should write an SCP short stories with this scary pics. My father pass to me a bit of love for photography and retouch. Well, he wasn't the best dad for sure, but at least he has done something good for me.

Well... there is a reason why my instagram page is called HypoteticalBlackMetarCover (https://www.instagram.com/hypotheticalblackmetalcover/) pls do not click. The best work are here. Actually I made the link just to show that I didn't steal pictures around.