Can I get off at the next stop, please?

June 28th, 2015: my boyfriend went through his first two seizures - seemingly out of nowhere. You all were amazingly supportive and I can't thank you enough. He went almost a year without another seizure.
November - December 2015: I go through two cancer and two MS scares and my quality of life is poor with frequent pain. I'm on muscle relaxants and hydrocodone constantly.
January 2016: I'm diagnosed with three herniated disks, spinal arthritis, and conplex migraines and begin my road to recovery.
April 1st, 2016: seizure #3 but thought we had found the cause... herniated/ruptured disks. (Not fun) But we were excited to have found the cause.
Early July 2016: I become weirdly unable to walk without extreme pain and by end of July, I am bed ridden and quality of life is the lowest it's ever been.
August 2016: I begin to be able to walk without a cane or assistance and start a coaching job. Boyfriend and I celebrate 4 years together.
November 2016: boyfriend and I move into our first apartment together!
I wish I could say from there it was happily ever after.

Tonight, we just went through round 4 of seizures... after almost a year of him being in the clear... I found the various emotion I'm feeling but right now I just feel sad. Sad that he has to go through testing and not knowing all over again. We've been through enough the past two years...
Idk... I just need to process all this. It's... a lot.