frozenlake247
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Damn tired of being here. Got a job, a house, and decent car. Got a damn good dog an horse. Always alone hurts like hell. Drinking cause it’s better than cutting, eating a bullet, or tying a last knot. Telling you guys cause if I told friends and they’d call the blue and I’d be allowed to splat (my life my rules).
frozenlake247
https://youtu.be/PODW9fxw4rk
watmagic
Try putting yourself in uncomfortable situations. Your brain is telling you one thing but you have to tell it something else.
frozenlake247
Best part bout ready to check out is not being fraid Only thing uncomfortable any more is bein places alone that makes me know how lone.
ProbablyNotChrisFromWork
I used to feel the same way. Turns out you actually have to TRY to enjoy life. If you have friends, don't be alone, be with them
frozenlake247
I do all the things. Tryin like hell to be happy. Not workin so well. Problem is friends don’t feel less alone.
ProbablyNotChrisFromWork
Maybe you need new friends. if you're really looking for happiness, you'll find it! I'm still looking too, but it'll be worth it some day
frozenlake247
Easier sad than done
TheRogueDangler
Hope you feel better @op. Take a minute and think of something nice. Maybe this will help: https://youtu.be/F6eFFCi12v8
frozenlake247
What’d help is a hug an someone to snuggle.
frozenlake247
Thanks for trying
TheRogueDangler
well, what kind of things are you interested in? i'd say next step would be to take up some social hobbies ?
frozenlake247
I do all the hobbies. Don’t seem help. Good lots things.
frozenlake247
I like outdoors an toys and make in things. And climbing mountains. And coconut rum ant vodka.
TheRogueDangler
i mean, it sounds like you like all kinds of great stuff. hows your self confidence? how do you feel about you? cuz you gotta love yourself
frozenlake247
I like me just fine I do good and proud bein me. Being lone hurts tooo much all time though. Wanna slept an note wakes