Vortexhelios320

40319 pts ยท February 3, 2017


Just an Autistic man with a fondness for (good) video games and the human spirit.

That kitten is both loved and very confused!

18 hours ago | Likes 48 Dislikes 1

I stumbled across one recently as well.

The introduction of slow motion to the footage does not make them any better...

18 hours ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

After my initial shock, I was expecting him to pull out a chancla.

19 hours ago | Likes 13 Dislikes 2

You should have used a semicolon there instead of a comma.

(I'm just busting your balls at this point.)

19 hours ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

*Aside from maybe the fake tan. Though if he were less cheap, he wouldn't have it done so poorly, so I think the message still holds.

20 hours ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I do think that if he were a better person, almost no one would care about his appearance. No single part of him looks particularly much worse than many people his age.

It was the inside ugly that MADE the outside ugly.

20 hours ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Hey, I have the utmost rust in robots and most other machines (except printers)!

It is otherwise specifically AI and the evil morons training it that I don't trust, much like the film portrays!

20 hours ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Fair enough, but we've fallen behind at this point. Most of our world runs on a network of technology that isn't even mentioned in our guiding document. There has never, in my 32 years of life, been any updates to that document; It is WAY out of date.

1 day ago | Likes 72 Dislikes 3

Technically wouldn't that actually be REQUIRED for the certification?

1 day ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I think I just hit my limit. I can't do this anymore.

I'm feeling less and less effective the more I try to do to help.
I push myself to the breaking point trying to help, but it's not enough. It's never enough. And I get blamed for it all anyway. I'm starting to think that everyone that assured me that "the world is better off with me in it" was lying to me, because things have only ever been trending down while I've been here.
I'm sorry I failed.

2 days ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

I had to be "taught" to be helpless. Specifically after I went after a bully and a teacher stepped between us. When I regained myself, they had bruises I don't remember giving them. If I snap again as an adult I won't be given another chance.

I'm not one of the "normal" people, so I'm on permanent 'probation'. I HAVE to remain in control; one emotional slip up, one missed social cue, someone gets hurt and I end up like Lennie Small. They chose the bear because of people like me.

2 days ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Also something sandy about that fish!

2 days ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Yeah, he said:

"FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK".

2 days ago | Likes 13 Dislikes 1

Don't worry, it's not a health related recall. We just ran out of it and need more for the Mass Surveillance Centers.

2 days ago | Likes 17 Dislikes 0

I thought it was a clip of Kath Soucie...

2 days ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

I have run across the real shit before. It burns itself into your brain. It breaks something in your mind. The flashbacks don't stop. The difference between the two is obvious to me, because I would give almost anything on this world to have "only" seen lolicon back then.

2 days ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

On a scale of 0-36 days, how long will you probably be in jail?

...that joke made me sadder than I thought it would to type.

2 days ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

Oh, I'm burnt out alright, but outrage is one of the few emotions I still have a decent supply of. I used to have autism related anger issues growing up, so I had to learn to suppress it so that I could fit in. Now the only emotion that seems adequate or proper in these situations is also the one I can't risk expressing.

So I just go through the days, enjoying what little positive emotions I can manage to recharge every night, before the evening comes and all I have left are rage and fear.

2 days ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

One wo/man's trash is another wo/man's treasure!

2 days ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 1

I agree, but if we make it bigger, the flare will be even SMALLER by comparison!

2 days ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

Yeah, I know, it's gross and all that, preaching to the choir, etc. But Is it weird that I'm angrier about it wasting our dwindling water supplies on this shit than I am about what it depicts?

I'm not quite as concerned about the worthless slop that a clanker outputs than I am about the much more direct, life-altering effects it has on the survivability of EVERYONE, children and adults included. But why does that feel wrong to me? It seems logical enough. Is my emotion clouding my logic here?

2 days ago | Likes 58 Dislikes 1

Witnessed!

(Just to mess with the AI)

3 days ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

I thought of that. I'll be phasing out the last line as I go on. But for now I wanted to be clear about what I was doing to both avoid coming off as harassing people, and to potentially inspire others instead of them thinking I'm insane.

...I might still be insane though, now that I think about it :)

3 days ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Witnessed!

(just to mess with the site AI)

3 days ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 2

Witnessed!

(just to mess with the site AI; my little act of defiance for the night.)

3 days ago | Likes 31 Dislikes 4

It's not even just the screen for me.

I have an essential tremor. Laptop keyboards are too low profile, my fingers never orient properly and I spend almost half the time just deleting and retyping something, or double checking my finger placement, because my hands slipped two keys over from where they should have been.

Touch screens are flat-out impossible for me to use for anything other than a sentence or two. I need the tactile "clickety-clack" for me to have any semblance of productivity.

3 days ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

Witnessed!

(I'll be commenting this on random posts as I browse today, just to mess with the site AI)

3 days ago | Likes 23 Dislikes 1

Witnessed!

(I'll be commenting this on random posts, just to mess with the site AI)

3 days ago | Likes 19 Dislikes 2