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Oct 5, 2013 11:11 AM

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But this time, I hit submit and turned off my computer...

It is 4 am. I am a 22 year old guy. I plan on coming out to one of my best friends tonight (7pm-ish). I have not told anyone that I am gay, nor does anyone know that I am gay (to my knowledge). Quite frankly, I am freaking the fuck out.

I plan on coming out to my roommate on Sunday, and my family very shortly after that. I am fucking terrified to tell my dad, who I know is homophobic.

I needed to tell someone before I went to bed, and maybe even wake up to a pep talk from a friendly imgurian. That is all. Good night.

P.S. If all goes well and I don't chicken out, I will update anyone interested in hearing about my friends/family's reactions.

Good luck OP! I will be here if you need to talk when you get back!

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Stay strong, OP! Be proud of who you really are, and I sincerely hope it goes well with your parents & makes them re-think their own issues.

13 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

As a straight man, I hope one day everyone will be able to just "be" who they are, without having to hide it or get pressure from society.

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Best of luck to you bro, it'll all be fine. =)

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Those people who truly care about you will not judge you and will support you, trust me on this one. Good luck OP

13 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Don't understand the hate for gays/lesbians myself. It's trivial to hate on them for being different. Just be yourself OP and GL.

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Well if any time is the right time to come out I'd say it's 7pm-ish. Good luck though, don't hide who you are!

13 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

UPDATES! I are wanting them. Pleese.

13 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 1

Good luck :D

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

GOOD LUCK OP! i hope your father's love outweighs his fear

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Good luck buddy. I hope it goes really well, and you are pleasantly surprised by how accepting and great people can be. Love & support.

13 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

It'll be ok OP. I wish you all the best! Good luck!

13 years ago | Likes 14 Dislikes 0

The very best of luck to you, you have lots of people behind you on here. Let us know how it goes. Love and hugs to you xxxx

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Op is fabulous.

13 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

The best of luck to you, OP! I hope your father will accept and love you still :)

13 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Please update!

13 years ago | Likes 38 Dislikes 0

You GO, OP! You rock.

13 years ago | Likes 18 Dislikes 0

Cousin told me he was gay, I said, "I know." He said, "That's what everyone said!" Chances are some of them have figured it out already!

13 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 1

It's a brave decision whatever happens the best thing you can be is true to yourself

13 years ago | Likes 11 Dislikes 0

Best of luck! While this moment may dramatically change your life, it will only end up changing for the best, no matter how it results.

13 years ago | Likes 26 Dislikes 0

As a mom....I think parents kind of know...and you know what? We love you anyway.

13 years ago | Likes 23 Dislikes 0

So true. My mom had her suspicions for a very long time, but just waited for me to say something and when I did she said, "I love you." :')

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

It's scary to think what your kid will say if you're wrong! So...it's easier to make them come out with it.

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Since a lot of people have asked about me letting them know how it goes, I will tell you the follow up post will probably be next weekend(1)

13 years ago | Likes 28 Dislikes 0

I am telling my friend tonight, my roommate tomorrow, some other friends at college during the week, and my family next weekend when i (2)

13 years ago | Likes 19 Dislikes 0

ALSO WATCH THIS FOR ENCOURAGMENT/HELP http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5iC742nvMhc

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

go home to visit. That way I don't need to make multiple posts bothering people with my drama. Haha. (selfie and pet pics may be included)

13 years ago | Likes 22 Dislikes 0

DUDE YOU GOT THIS!! YOU FEEL MUCH BETTER AFTER!! I TOLD ALL MY SISTERS AND THEY JUST CIRED AND HUGGED ME TELLING ME HOW MUCH THE LOVE ME :D

13 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

By the time you get ot your parents next weekend, someone will already let them know. Let them know earlier from you. Good luck- a Grandma

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Good luck OP! Tell us about their reaction

13 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

I hope it goes well for you OP

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

odds are someone knows. sometimes they just know.

13 years ago | Likes 75 Dislikes 1

Seems parents can see it coming a mile away sometimes.

13 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

If anyone does, it would be my mom.. who once said "I don't see you ever getting married" Because I never date anyone... heh

13 years ago | Likes 27 Dislikes 0

Apparently I was the last to know in my family. My mom's side at least. Feel free to message if you want anyone to talk to.

13 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

We all knew well before a very religious friend of ours realized it himself. It was adorable.

13 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Good luck OP!!!! It may be difficult at first, but it will feel a lot better to let your true feelings out, no matter what people say you(1)

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

are still you, and no one can change that :) Message me if you need a friend, I'm here <3 (2)

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

best of luck OP!! From experience I can't begin to describe how great it feels to have that pressure off your back.

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

your family will love you for who you are, it should not matter if you're gay, straight or a parrot. 1/2

13 years ago | Likes 21 Dislikes 1

it will take them time to cope, but they will come around and support you, even if it will be a rough start.

13 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

I came out to my parents about being a rapist and they weren't accepting AT ALL. They even called the cops! (This is a joke, don't be dumb.)

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

My parents love their parrot and refer to him as my "brother". They have only had him for a few months, but they are obsessed with him.

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Tell that to my parents. Told them I was a parrot, instantly disowned.

13 years ago | Likes 15 Dislikes 1

Then your sister started dating white guys, and your dad was like "Why does everyone around here suddenly want a cracker?"

13 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

I laughed :)

13 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

nice for ya mate!

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

What kind of sick person are you?! Prejudiced against parrots is no laughing matter.

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

From personal experience I thought my father would be the worst about it, however when I finally came out to him, his only response was (1/2

13 years ago | Likes 494 Dislikes 6

Same here. I thought my dad would flip out, but he took it fine and if anyone questions it, tells them where to get off!

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

My boyfriends dad, who is a manly man, just said "youre my only son, and i love you no matter what."

13 years ago | Likes 40 Dislikes 0

This, 1000 times this.

13 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Despite all the horror stories out there, it often plays out worse in your mind than reality. Coming out is liberating.

13 years ago | Likes 20 Dislikes 0

...and you should never deny yourself the opportunity to be true to yourself. Never. Absolutely no one in the world is worth doing that for.

13 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

This. People will surprise you. My 85 y/o grandmother sent me a note that made me cry when she couldn't make my wedding.

13 years ago | Likes 57 Dislikes 3

She was the one person I never really told because I was afraid of the generational gap.

13 years ago | Likes 18 Dislikes 1

My grandma and I make jokes all the time. She has been one of my biggest supporters.

13 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

(2/2) "If anyone gives you shit for it

13 years ago | Likes 388 Dislikes 2

(goddammit I hit enter) "You tell me who they are, and I'll fix the problem" He never once questioned my partner, and accepted him wholy

13 years ago | Likes 398 Dislikes 2

"Holey" I'm sorry, but i had to xD

13 years ago | Likes 36 Dislikes 8

Can't tell if you're being sarcastic. It's "Wholly."

13 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 2

It was a gay joke...

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

His boyfriend's gay. The joke has to do with his pooper.

13 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

I think you mean "wholly".

13 years ago | Likes 16 Dislikes 3

it was a gay joke...

13 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

His boyfriend's gay. The joke has to do with his pooper.

13 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

Thanks so much for sharing that with me. That helps a ton. I am still scared, but yea, it helped :)

13 years ago | Likes 162 Dislikes 0

Tbh even if his reaction is less than ideal it doesn't mean he won't come around. My dad had a difficult time with my brother coming out 1/2

13 years ago | Likes 13 Dislikes 0

But last year he proudly sat and watched my brother get married to the love of his life and couldn't be happier for them. Good luck :) 2/2

13 years ago | Likes 16 Dislikes 0

(1/2) I say screw that. If I have a son or daughter who is gay once I meet their partner I will look them straight in the eye and tell them

13 years ago | Likes 24 Dislikes 2

Tell them?! Tell them what?!?! Ahhh cliff hanger.

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Look in my replies you should see it there.

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

(2/2) "If you break his/her heart, I am going to break you. Do I make myself clear?"

13 years ago | Likes 27 Dislikes 2

(stone-faced) Yes, sir!

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

My husband has big plans to reenact the scene from Bad Boys 2 with his best friend for my daughters first date "You ever been with a man...

13 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

That.. That is actually really sweet. :)

13 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

I plussed one cuz I hate it when I hit enter, too. Thanks for sharing your story and making me smile.

13 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Thank you everyone! Holy hell, I posted this at such a strange hour, didn't think i would get more than ten replies. Y'all are the best. :)

13 years ago | Likes 908 Dislikes 7

You can do it OP! Dont doubt yourself! You are not living life unless you're living it being who you truly are.

12 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Good luck OP! I hope all goes well! We are cheering you on! <3

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Good luck OP. Don't let anyone stop you from being who you truly are, and I'm sure all the turtles feel the same way. <3

13 years ago | Likes 91 Dislikes 1

We believe in you, OP. Good luck!

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

I know you're gay! You're shit at secrets. But seriously, best of luck.

13 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

no matter how it goes, you know that there are more people than not in the world that will love the crap outta you no matter what you are

13 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

If they don't accept who you are, they don't deserve to be in your life. <3 My heart is with ya, brother.

13 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

I never post replies, but as a gay married guy, if you need anything, let me know.

13 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

I think I can talk on behalf of everybody here when I'm saying:

13 years ago | Likes 21 Dislikes 0

Especially if you give them an orange peanute :)

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

"An orange peanut? For me?"

13 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

*hugs* *hugs again*

13 years ago | Likes 14 Dislikes 2

You go girl!

13 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

You go, Glen Coco!

13 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

we're waiting for good news

13 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

Choo Choo motherfucker

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

The first person I told just laughed at me. You'll be fine

13 years ago | Likes 24 Dislikes 1

I got several simultaneous "Called it!"

13 years ago | Likes 19 Dislikes 1

This made me laugh far too hard. I was definitely "that guy" for a few of my buddies who came out

13 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 1

After the last of my friends and family were confirmed all I could think was I was the LAST person to know

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

(2) just like...Damn! I wish someone had told me! This was the source of many a panic attack for me and you already knew?! Fuck!

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Best of luck OP! And even if your dad doesn't react in the most supportive way, we're all here for you with our imgurian hugsy hugs!

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Welcome to the family. :) We're happy to have you.

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

OP, if you would like to talk to someone about coming out from someone who has come out, feel free to contact me if you need to

13 years ago | Likes 27 Dislikes 0

hugs and love to you, darling! you can do it :)

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Hope all goes well for you! :)

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Good luck! I am sending you all the internet hugs I can!

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Good luck, OP! No matter their initial reactions, they love you and that's all that matters. :) Keep me posted on how everything turns out!

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Please let us know how it all turns out! We're all here for you- Imgur family unite!

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

wishing you the best of luck, OP!

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I'm sure your friends will react quite good at this revelation. Hence, they are friends!

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Good Luck. Remember it might take time with some people to get used to the idea. That isn't on you, give them time and many will surprise U

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Bahahahaha thanks. xD

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

I really hope the reception this post has got is indicative of how your friends and family react. I've been following this all day (1/2)...

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

(2/2) and am really routing for you.

13 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

We really like gays.

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

Best of luck mate! Can't imagine what you are going thru, but stay strong! :) your friendly random imgur lurker

13 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

just checking back in to see if all went well.

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Everything went well with my friend! But I have yet to talk to my dad or mom. I will see them Thursday/Friday. I will update everyone after!

13 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

I hope your life is turning out for the better. Enjoy as much as you can.

7 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Your friends and family will love you no matter what your sexuality is. We all love you! Let us(/me) know how it goes!

13 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Hey! What happened! Is everything alright? We love you!

13 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Everything went well with my friend! But I have yet to talk to my dad or mom. I will see them Thursday/Friday. I will update everyone after!

13 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

Oh that's great! Best of luck! :)

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